september, 2024
5th
something did blow up. now im pretty sad. but again, i feel
strong enough to bare it. it hurt for a few days but i already
feel myself healing. i met some nice people again. now im
eating mozzarella sticks.
its too hot for fucking september.
3rd
things have been OK. not great but im happy. i feel something
coming. i just know something is about to blow up in my face.
but for some reason, i feel strong enough to bare it.
i'm going to get out of this town soon. then i will truly
be ME. im so excited for december.
august, 2024
17th
meeting my Soulmate tomorrow. hes going to make me steak
and we're going to smoke weed. i haven't felt this in love
since i was 14. i went thrifting yesterday. it was fun. i
want to be free and careless again. waiting for mine to call.
i feel dirty, but in a good way. happy happy feelings!
6th
life was simple in feburary. i lived somewhere else and
we would wake up at midday and fuck for an hour then go
to an arcade and order pizza and watch a movie. i was really
happy but sad at the same time. it was nice.
5th
i got really scared today about death and how
it all ends but then i remembered the earths
energies will align and i will be back.
there is an exit here.
